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PROGRESS REPORT 10
Drivinghimasifhewereananimalthatcouldlearntodotricks.Whydon’tyouleavehimalone?"
"BecauseIwanthimtobelikeeveryoneelse."
Astheyargue,thefeelingthatgripsCharlie’sinsidesbecomesgreater.Hisbowelsfeelasiftheywillburstandheknowsheshouldgotothebathroomasshehastoldhimsooften.Buthecan’twalk.Hefeelslikesittingdownrightthereinthekitchen,butitiswrongandshewillslaphim.
Hewantshisspinner.Ifhehashisspinnerandhewatchesitgoingroundandround,hewillbeabletocontrolhimselfandnotmakeinhispants.Butthespinnerisallapartwithsomeoftheringsunderthetableandsomeunderthesink,andthecordisnearthestove.
ItisverystrangethatalthoughIcanrecallthevoicesclearlytheirfacesarestillblurred,andIcanseeonlygeneraloutlines.Dadmassiveandslumped.Momthinandquick.Hearingthemnow,arguingwitheachotheracrosstheyears,Ihavetheimpulsetoshoutatthem:"Lookathim.There,downthere!LookatCharlie.Hehastogotothetoilet!"
Charliestandsclutchingandpullingathisredcheckeredshirtastheyargueoverhim.Thewordsareangrysparksbetweenthem—anangerandaguilthecan’tidentify.
"NextSeptemberhe’sgoingtogobacktoES.13anddotheterm’sworkoveragain."
"Whycan’tyouletyourselfseethetruth?Theteachersayshe’snotcapableofdoingtheworkinaregularclass."
"Thatbitchateacher?Oh,I’vegotbetternamesforher.
