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PROGRESS REPORT 9
Theywerelaughingatme.ButthenIrealizedwhatIhadjustsaid,andhearingmyselfIunderstoodthereasonforthelook.Theyweren’tlaughing.Theyknewwhatwashappeningtome.Ihadreachedanewlevel,andangerandsuspicionweremyfirstreactionstotheworldaroundme.
Burt’svoiceboomedoverthetaperecorder:
"NowIwantyoutolookatthiscard,Charlie.Whatmightthisbe?Whatdoyouseeonthiscard?Peopleseeallkindsofthingsintheseinkblots.Tellmewhatitmakesyouthinkof..."
Thesamewords,almostthesametoneofvoicehehadusedminutesagointhelab.AndthenIheardmyanswers—childish,impossiblethings.AndIdroppedlimplyintothechairbesideProfessorNemur’sdesk."Wasthatreallyme?"
IwentbacktothelabwithBurt,andwewentonwiththeRorschach.Wewentthroughthecardsslowly.Thistimemyresponsesweredifferent.I"saw"thingsintheinkblots.Apairofbatstuggingateachother.Twomenfencingwithswords.Iimaginedallsortsofthings.Butevenso,IfoundmyselfnottrustingBurtcompletelyanymore.Ikeptturningthecardsaround,checkingthebackstoseeiftherewasanythingthereIwassupposedtocatch.
Ipeeked,whilehewasmakinghisnotes.Butitwasallincodethatlookedlikethis:
WF+ADdF-Adorig.WF—ASF+obj
Theteststilldoesn’tmakesense.Itseemstomethatanyonecouldmakeupliesaboutthingshedidn’treallysee.HowcouldtheyknowIwasn’tmakingfoolsofthembysayingthingsIdidn’treallyimagine?
MaybeI’llunderstanditwhenDr
