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PROGRESS REPORT 16
Iwantedtoseethem,butwithoutbeingtoldIknewtheyweregoneanddeadandthatstrangerslivedupstairs.Thatpathwasnowclosedtomeforever.
Attheendofthehallway,thedoorthroughwhichRosehadfledwaslocked,andforamomentIstood—undecided.
"Openthedoor."
Theanswerwasthehigh-pitchedyappingofasmalldog.Ittookmebysurprise.
"Allright,"Isaid."Idon’tintendtohurtyouoranything,butI’vecomealongway,andI’mnotleavingwithouttalkingtoyou.Ifyoudon’topenthedoor,I’mgoingtobreakitdown."
Iheardhersaying:"Shhhh,Nappie...Here,intothebedroomyougo."AmomentlaterIheardtheclickofthelock.Thedooropenedandshestoodtherestaringatme.
"Ma,"Iwhispered,"I’mnotgoingtodoanything.Ijustwanttotalktoyou.You’vegottounderstand,I’mnotthesameasIwas.I’vechanged.I’mnormalnow.Don’tyouunderstand?I’mnotretardedanymore.I’mnotamoron.I’mjustlikeanyoneelse.I’mnormal—justlikeyouandMattandNorma."
Itriedtokeeptalking,babblingsoshewouldn’tclosethedoor.Itriedtotellherthewholething,allatonce."Theychangedme,performedanoperationonmeandmademedifferent,thewayyoualwayswantedmetobe.Didn’tyoureadaboutitinthenewspapers?Anewscientificexperimentthatchangesyourcapacityforintelligence,andI’mthefirstonetheytriediton.Can’tyouunderstand?Whyareyoulookingatmethatway?I’msmartnow,smarterthanNorma,orUncleHerman,orMatt.
