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PROGRESS REPORT 16
Icouldhavehiredapsychiatrist,butatthepriceI’dhavetopayI’mabletohiretwopsychologists—menwhoaren’tafraidtogiveawayapartofthemselvestothesepeople."
"Whatdoyoumeanby’apartofthemselves’?"
Hestudiedmeforamoment,andthenthroughthetirednessflashedananger."Therearealotofpeoplewhowillgivemoneyormaterials,butveryfewwhowillgivetimeandaffection.That’swhatImean."Hisvoicegrewharsh,andhepointedtoanemptybabybottleonthebookshelfacrosstheroom.
"Youseethatbottle?"
ItoldhimIhadwonderedaboutitwhenwecameintohisoffice.
"Well,howmanypeopledoyouknowwhoarepreparedtotakeagrownmanintohisarmsandlethimnursewiththebottle?Andtakethechanceofhavingthepatienturinateordefecatealloverhim?Youlooksurprised.Youcan’tunderstandit,canyou,fromwayupthereinyourresearchivorytower?Whatdoyouknowaboutbeingshutoutfromeveryhumanexperienceasourpatientshavebeen?"
Icouldn’trestrainasmile,andheapparentlymisunderstood,becausehestoodupandendedtheconversationabruptly.IfIcomebackheretostay,andhefindsoutthewholestory,I’msurehe’llunderstand.He’sthekindofmanwhowould.
AsIdroveoutofWarren,Ididn’tknowwhattothink.Thefeelingofcoldgraynesswaseverywherearoundme—asenseofresignation.Therehadbeennotalkofrehabilitation,ofcure,ofsomedaysendingthesepeopleoutintotheworldagain.Noonehadspokenofhope.
