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PROGRESS REPORT 12
Asshemadethatprotectivegesture,Isawtheseconddoubleimage:mymother,heavywithmysister,inthedayswhenshewasholdingmeless,warmingmelesswithhervoiceandtouch,protectingmelessagainstanyonewhodaredtosayIwassubnormal.
IthinkIgrabbedhershoulder—I’mnotsure,butthenshewasscreaming,andIwassharplybacktorealitywiththesenseofdanger.IwantedtotellherIhadmeantnoharm—Iwouldneverhurtheroranyone."Please,don’tscream!"
Butshewasscreaming,andIheardtherunningfootstepsonthedarkenedpath.Thiswassomethingnoonewouldunderstand.Iranintothedarkness,tofindanexitfromthepark,zig-zaggingacrossonepathanddownanother.Ididn’tknowthepark,andsuddenlyIcrashedintosomethingthatthrewmebackwards.Awire-meshfence—adeadend.ThenIsawtheswingsandslidesandrealizeditwasachildren’splaygroundlockedupforthenight.Ifollowedthefence,andkeptgoing,half-running,stumblingovertwistedroots.Atthelakethatcurvedaroundneartheplayground,Idoubledback,foundanotherpath,wentoverthesmallfootbridgeandthenaroundandunderit.Noexit.
"Whatisit?Whathappened,lady?"
"Amaniac?"
"Youallright?"
"Whichwaydidhego?"
IhadcircledbacktowhereIhadstartedfrom.Islippedbehindthehugeoutcroppingofarockandascreenofbrambleanddroppedflatonmystomach.
"Getacop.There’sneveracopwhenyouneedone."
"Whathappened?"
"Adegeneratetriedtorapeher."
"Hey,someguydownthereischasinghim
