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PROGRESS REPORT 12
"Whentheyweregone,Icouldseebythewayshewasslammingherownthingsintohercloset,thatshewasangry.
"I’msorry,"Isaid."Iwasgoingtowaitforyoudownstairs,andthenIgotcuriousabouttheoldclassroom.Myalmamater.Ijustwantedtolookthroughthewindow.AndbeforeIknewwhatIwasdoingIcamein.What’sbotheringyou?"
"Nothing—nothing’sbotheringme."
"Comeon.Yourangerisalloutofproportiontowhat’shappened.Something’sonyourmind."
Sheslammeddownabookshewasholding."Allright.Youwanttoknow?You’redifferent.You’vechanged.AndImnottalkingaboutyourI.Q.It’syourattitudetowardpeople—you’renotthesamekindofhumanbeing—"
"Oh,comeonnow!Don’t—"
"Don’tinterruptme!"Therealangerinhervoicepushedmeback."Imeanit.Therewassomethinginyoubefore.Idon’tknow...awarmth,anopenness,akindnessthatmadeeveryonelikeyouandliketohaveyouaround.Now,withallyourintelligenceandknowledge,therearedifferencesthat—"
Icouldn’tletmyselflisten."Whatdidyouexpect?DidyouthinkI’dremainadocilepup,waggingmytailandlickingthefootthatkicksme?Sure,allthishaschangedmeandthewayIthinkaboutmyself.Inolongerhavetotakethekindofcrapthatpeoplehavebeenhandingmeallmylife."
"Peoplehavenotbeenbadtoyou."
"Whatdoyouknowaboutit?Listen,thebestofthemhavebeensmugandpatronizing—usingmetomakethemselvessuperiorandsecureintheirownlimitations.Anyonecanfeelintelligentbesideamoron."
