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AllofthethingsthatShadowhaddoneinhislifeofwhichhewasnotproud,allthethingshewishedhehaddoneotherwiseorleftundone,cameathimtheninaswirlingstormofguiltandregretandshame,andhehadnowheretohidefromthem.Hewasasnakedandasopenasacorpseonatable,anddarkAnubisthejackalgodwashisprosectorandhisprosecutorandhispersecutor.
"Please,"saidShadow."Pleasestop."
Buttheexaminationdidnotstop.Everyliehehadevertold,everyobjecthehadstolen,everyhurthehadinflictedonanotherperson,allthelittlecrimesandthetinymurdersthatmakeuptheday,eachofthesethingsandmorewereextractedandhelduptothelightbythejackal-headedjudgeofthedead.
Shadowbegantoweep,painfully,inthepalmofthedarkgod’shand.Hewasatinychildagain,ashelplessandaspowerlessashehadeverbeen.
Andthen,withoutwarning,itwasover.Shadowpanted,andsobbed,andsnotstreamedfromhisnose;hestillfelthelpless,butthehandsplacedhim,carefully,almosttenderly,downontherockfloor.
"Whohashisheart?"growledAnubis.
"Ido,"purredawoman’svoice.Shadowlookedup.BastwasstandingtherebesidethethingthatwasnolongerMr.Ibis,andsheheldShadow’sheartinherrighthand.Itlitherfacewitharubylight.