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Chapter 19
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"How’ditstart?"
"Ineverthoughtitstarted.Iwasashore."
"Who’dwanttoburnher?"
"Why,herowners."
"Youownedher."
"Iwashalf-owner.Icouldn’tburnaship.I’dliketoseethosetimbers—liketoseewhatshapethey’rein."
"Youcangonow,Cap’n,sir."
"That’sslimfaretohateon."
"It’sbetterthannothing.I’llgetthatkeelup—soonasI’mrich.I’lldothatforyou—linethethirdrockwithPortyPointathighwater,fiftyfathomsout."Iwasnotsleeping.MyfistsandforearmswererigidandpressedagainstmystomachtopreventoldCap’nfromfading,butwhenIlethimgo,sleeplappedoverme.
WhenPharaohhadadreamhecalledintheexpertsandtheytoldhimhowitwasandwouldbeinthekingdom,andthatwasrightbecausehewasthekingdom.Whensomeofushaveadream,wetakeittoanexpertandhetellsushowitisinthecountryofourselves.Ihadadreamthatdidn’tneedanexpert.Likemostmodernpeople,Idon’tbelieveinprophecyormagicandthenspendhalfmytimepracticingit.
InthespringtimeAllen,feelinglowandlonely,announcedthathewasanatheisttopunishGodandhisparents.Itoldhimnottogooutonalimborhewouldn’thaveleewaytonotwalkunderladdersandcancelblackcatswithspitandthumbandwishonthenewmoon.
Peoplewhoaremostafraidoftheirdreamsconvincethemselvestheydon’tdreamatall.
