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Chapter 12
Hewashopelesslyinlovewithher,somuchsothatwhensheneededadivorcehedidnotaskforaremarriageclauseinhisalimonysettlement.
Hersecondhusbandthoughtshehadaprivatefortuneandsoshehad.Hedidn’tleavehermuchwhenhedied,but,withthealimonyfromherfirsthusband,shecouldlivedecently,dresswell,andcastaboutatleisure.Supposeherfirsthusbandshoulddie!Therewasthefearspot.Therewasthenight—ordaymare—themonthly-check-mare.
InJanuaryshehadseenhimatthatgreatwidecrossofMadisonAvenueandFifty-seventhStreet.Helookedoldandgaunt.Shewashauntedwithhismortality.Ifthebastarddied,themoneywouldstop.Shethoughtshemightbetheonlypersonintheworldwhowholeheartedlyprayedforhishealth.
Hislean,silentfaceanddeadeyescameonhermemoryscreennowandtouchedoffthehotspotinherstomach.Ifthesonofabitchshoulddie...
Margie,leaningtowardthemirror,pausedandhurledherwilllikeajavelin.Herchinrose;theropesdroppedback;hereyesshone;theskinsnuggledclosetoherskull;hershoulderssquared.Shestoodupandwaltzedinadeftcircleonthedeep-piledredcarpet.Herfeetwerebare,withgleamingpinkenedtoenails.Shemustrush,shemusthurry,beforeitwastoolate.
Sheflungopenherclosetandlaidhandsonthesweet,provocativedressshehadbeensavingfortheFourthofJulyweekend,theshoeswithpencilheels,thestockingsmoresheerthannostockingsatall.Therewasnolanguorinhernow.