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Chapter 7
Then,whenIbrokeoutofthebox,thewayababychickescapesanegg,isitstrangethatIhadtheshapeofacross?Haveyouevernoticedthatchickensareroughlyegg-shaped?"
"Yousaysuchdreadfulthings,eventothechildren."
"Andtheytome.Ellen,onlylastnight,asked,‘Daddy,whenwillweberich?’ButIdidnotsaytoherwhatIknow:‘Wewillberichsoon,andyouwhohandlepovertybadlywillhandlerichesequallybadly.’Andthatistrue.Inpovertysheisenvious.Inrichesshemaybeasnob.Moneydoesnotchangethesickness,onlythesymptoms."
"Youtalkthiswayaboutyourownchildren.Whatmustyousayofme?"
"Isayyouareablessing,adearling,thebrightnessinafoggylife."
"Yousounddrunk—anywayintoxicated."
"Iam."
"Youaren’t.Icouldsmellit."
"Youaresmellingit,sweetheart."
"What’scomeoveryou?"
"Ah!youdoknow,don’tyou?Achange—abloodybigstormofachange.Youareonlyfeelingtheoutmostwaves."
"Youworryme,Ethan.Youreallydo.You’rewild."
"Doyouremembermydecorations?"
"Yourmedals—fromthewar?"
"Theywereawardedforwildness—forwilderness.NomanoneartheverhadlessmurderinhisheartthanI.Buttheymadeanotherboxandcrammedmeinit.Thetimes,themoment,demandedthatIslaughterhumanbeingsandIdid."
"Thatwaswartimeandforyourcountry."
"It’salwayssomekindoftime.SofarIhaveavoidedmyowntime."
