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Chapter 5
ItisMary’stendencytoconfuseintentnesswithangerandangerwithviolenceandsheisterrifiedofviolence.Somedrinkingunclesputthatfearonher,andit’sashame.Icouldfeelherfearrising.
"Let’snotfoolwithit,"Isaid."Let’splaysomecassinoinstead."
Margiesawthetactic,knewit,hadprobablyusedit."Allrightwithme."
"Myfortune’sset.I’mgoingtoberich.Letitgoatthat."
"Yousee,Itoldyouhedidn’tbelieveinit.Heleadsyouallaroundthebushandthenhewon’tplay.Hemakesmesomadsometimes."
"Ido?Younevershowit.Youarealwaysmydarlingwife."
Isn’titstrangehowsometimesyoucanfeelcurrentsandcross-currents—notalways,butsometimes.Marydoesn’tusehermindfororganizedthoughtandmaybethismakeshermorereceptiveofimpressions.Atensionwasgrowingintheroom.ItcrossedmymindthatshemightnotbebestfriendswithMargieanymore—mightneverfeeleasywithher.
"I’dreallyliketoknowaboutthecards,"Isaid."I’mignorant.Ialwaysheardthatgypsiesdoit.Areyouagypsy?Idon’tthinkIeverknewone."
Marysaid,"HermaidennamewasRussianbutshe’sfromAlaska."
Thenthataccountedforthewidecheekbones.
Margiesaid,"IhaveaguiltysecretI’venevertoldyou,Mary,howwecametobeinAlaska."
"TheRussiansownedit,"Isaid."Weboughtitfromthem."
"Yes,butdidyouknowitwasaprison,likeSiberia,onlyforworsecrimes?"
"Whatkindofcrimes?"
"Theworst."
