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Chapter 21
Sojustquit!"Heglaresaroundthelibraryattheotherpatients."Allayou!Quitbuggingme,goddammit!"
Andstickshiscapbackonhisheadandwalksbacktohiscartoonmagazineacrosstheroom.AlltheAcutesarelookingateachotherwiththeirmouthsopen.What’sheholleringatthemabout?Nobody’sbeenbugginghim.Nobody’saskedhimforathingsincetheyfoundoutthathewastryingtobehavetokeephiscommitmentfrombeingextended.Nowthey’resurprisedatthewayhejustblewupatHardingandcan’tfigurethewayhegrabsthebookupfromthechairandsitsdownandholdsitupcloseinfrontofhisface—eithertokeeppeoplefromlookingathimortokeepfromhavingtolookatpeople.
ThatnightatsupperheapologizestoHardingandsayshedon’tknowwhathunghimupsoatthelibrary.Hardingsaysperhapsitwashiswife;shefrequentlyhangspeopleup.McMurphysitsstaringintohiscoffeeandsays,"Idon’tknow,man.Ijustmetherthisafternoon.Soshesurethehellisn’ttheone’sbeengivingmebaddreamsthislastmiserableweek."
"Why,Mis-turMcMurphy,"Hardingcries,tryingtotalklikethelittleresidentboywhocomestothemeetings,"yousimplymusttellusaboutthesedreams.Ah,waituntilIgetmypencilandpad."Hardingistryingtobefunnytorelievethestrainoftheapology.Hepicksupanapkinandaspoonandactslikehe’sgoingtotakenotes."Now.Pre-cisely,whatwasityousawinthese—ah—dreams?"
McMurphydon’tcrackasmile."Idon’tknow,man.
