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Chapter 21
ShetalkssomemoreaboutsomeofHarding’sfriendswhoshewisheswouldquitdroppingaroundthehouselookingforhim."Youknowthetype,don’tyou,Mack?"shesays."Thehoity-toityboyswiththenicelonghaircombedsoperfectlyandthelimplittlewriststhatflipsonice."Hardingasksherifitwasonlyhimthattheyweredroppingaroundtosee,andshesaysanymanthatdropsaroundtoseeherflipsmorethanhisdamnedlimpwrists.
Shestandssuddenlyandsaysit’stimeforhertogo.ShetakesMcMurphy’shandandtellshimshehopessheseeshimagainsometimeandshewalksoutofthelibrary.McMurphycan’tsayaword.Attheclackofherhighheelseverybody’sheadcomesupagain,andtheywatchherwalkdownthehalltillsheturnsoutofsight.
"Whatdoyouthink?"Hardingsays.
McMurphystarts."She’sgotonehellofasetofchabobs,"isallhecanthinkof."BigasOldLadyRatched’s."
"Ididn’tmeanphysically,myfriend,Imeanwhatdoyou—"
"Hell’sbells,Harding!"McMurphyyellssuddenly."Idon’tknowwhattothink!Whatdoyouwantoutofme?Amarriagecounsellor?AllIknowisthis:nobody’sverybiginthefirstplace,anditlookstomelikeeverybodyspendstheirwholelifetearingeverybodyelsedown.Iknowwhatyouwantmetothink;youwantmetofeelsorryforyou,tothinkshe’sarealbitch.Well,youdidn’tmakeherfeellikeanyqueeneither.Well,screwyouand‘whatdoyouthink?’I’vegotworriesofmyownwithoutgettinghookedwithyours.
