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TheybegantojogdownthewindingroadtothevalleyatoldDan’slanguidpace.Charityfeltherselfsinkingintodeeperdepthsofweariness,andastheydescendedthroughthebarewoodsthereweremomentswhenshelosttheexactsenseofthings,andseemedtobesittingbesideherloverwiththeleafyarchofsummerbendingoverthem.Butthisillusionwasfaintandtransitory.Forthemostpartshehadonlyaconfusedsensationofslippingdownasmoothirresistiblecurrent;andsheabandonedherselftothefeelingasarefugefromthetormentofthought.
Mr.Royallseldomspoke,buthissilentpresencegaveher,forthefirsttime,asenseofpeaceandsecurity.Sheknewthatwherehewastherewouldbewarmth,rest,silence;andforthemomenttheywereallshewanted.Sheshuthereyes,andeventhesethingsgrewdimtoher....
Inthetrain,duringtheshortrunfromCrestontoNettleton,thewarmtharousedher,andtheconsciousnessofbeingunderstrangeeyesgaveheramomentaryenergy.Shesatupright,facingMr.Royall,andstaredoutofthewindowatthedenudedcountry.Forty-eighthoursearlier,whenshehadlasttraversedit,manyofthetreesstillheldtheirleaves;butthehighwindofthelasttwonightshadstrippedthem,andthelinesofthelandscape’wereasfinelypencilledasinDecember.AfewdaysofautumncoldhadwipedoutalltraceoftherichfieldsandlanguidgrovesthroughwhichshehadpassedontheFourthofJuly;andwiththefadingofthelandscapethosefervidhourshadfaded,too.