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THErainheldoff,andanhourlater,whenshestarted,wildgleamsofsunlightwereblowingacrossthefields.
AfterHarney’sdepartureshehadreturnedherbicycletoitsowneratCreston,andshewasnotsureofbeingabletowalkallthewaytotheMountain.Thedesertedhousewasontheroad;buttheideaofspendingthenighttherewasunendurable,andshemeanttotrytopushontoHamblin,whereshecouldsleepunderawood-shedifherstrengthshouldfailher.Herpreparationshadbeenmadewithquietforethought.Beforestartingshehadforcedherselftoswallowaglassofmilkandeatapieceofbread;andshehadputinhercanvassatchelalittlepacketofthechocolatethatHarneyalwayscarriedinhisbicyclebag.Shewantedabovealltokeepupherstrength,andreachherdestinationwithoutattractingnotice....
Milebymilesheretracedtheroadoverwhichshehadsooftenflowntoherlover.Whenshereachedtheturnwherethewood-roadbranchedofffromtheCrestonhighwaysherememberedtheGospeltent—longsincefoldedupandtransplanted—andherstartofinvoluntaryterrorwhenthefatevangelisthadsaid:“YourSaviourknowseverything.Comeandconfessyourguilt.”Therewasnosenseofguiltinhernow,butonlyadesperatedesiretodefendhersecretfromirreverenteyes,andbeginlifeagainamongpeopletowhomtheharshcodeofthevillagewasunknown.Theimpulsedidnotshapeitselfinthought:sheonlyknewshemustsaveherbaby,andhideherselfwithitsomewherewherenoonewouldevercometotroublethem.
Shewalkedonandon,growingmoreheavy-footedasthedayadvanced.