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CHARITYlayontheflooronamattress,asherdeadmother’sbodyhadlain.Theroominwhichshelaywascoldanddarkandlow-ceilinged,andevenpoorerandbarerthanthesceneofMaryHyatt’searthlypilgrimage.OntheothersideofthefirelessstoveLiffHyatt’smothersleptonablanket,withtwochildren—hergrandchildren,shesaid—rolledupagainstherlikesleepingpuppies.Theyhadtheirthinclothesspreadoverthem,havinggiventheonlyotherblankettotheirguest.
ThroughthesmallsquareofglassintheoppositewallCharitysawadeepfunnelofsky,soblack,soremote,sopalpitatingwithfrostystarsthatherverysoulseemedtobesuckedintoit.Uptheresomewhere,shesupposed,theGodwhomMr.MileshadinvokedwaswaitingforMaryHyatttoappear.Whatalongflightitwas!AndwhatwouldshehavetosaywhenshereachedHim?
Charity’sbewilderedbrainlabouredwiththeattempttopicturehermother’spast,andtorelateitinanywaytothedesignsofajustbutmercifulGod;butitwasimpossibletoimagineanylinkbetweenthem.Sheherselffeltasremotefromthepoorcreatureshehadseenloweredintoherhastilyduggraveasiftheheightoftheheavensdividedthem.Shehadseenpovertyandmisfortuneinherlife;butinacommunitywherepoorthriftyMrs.HawesandtheindustriousAllyrepresentedthenearestapproachtodestitutiontherewasnothingtosuggestthesavagemiseryoftheMountainfarmers.
Asshelaythere,half-stunnedbyhertragicinitiation,Charityvainlytriedtothinkherselfintothelifeabouther.