Chapter 8
FromthistimeCaptainWentworthandAnneElliotwererepeatedlyinthesamecircle.TheyweresoondiningincompanytogetheratMrMusgrove’s,forthelittleboy’sstatecouldnolongersupplyhisauntwithapretenceforabsentingherself;andthiswasbutthebeginningofotherdiningsandothermeetings.
Whetherformerfeelingsweretoberenewedmustbebroughttotheproof;formertimesmustundoubtedlybebroughttotherecollectionofeach;theycouldnotbutberevertedto;theyearoftheirengagementcouldnotbutbenamedbyhim,inthelittlenarrativesordescriptionswhichconversationcalledforth.Hisprofessionqualifiedhim,hisdispositionleadhim,totalk;and“Thatwasintheyearsix;”“ThathappenedbeforeIwenttoseaintheyearsix,”occurredinthecourseofthefirsteveningtheyspenttogether:andthoughhisvoicedidnotfalter,andthoughshehadnoreasontosupposehiseyewanderingtowardsherwhilehespoke,Annefelttheutterimpossibility,fromherknowledgeofhismind,thathecouldbeunvisitedbyremembranceanymorethanherself.Theremustbethesameimmediateassociationofthought,thoughshewasveryfarfromconceivingittobeofequalpain.
Theyhadnoconversationtogether,nointercoursebutwhatthecommonestcivilityrequired.Oncesomuchtoeachother!Nownothing!Therehadbeenatime,whenofallthelargepartynowfillingthedrawing-roomatUppercross,theywouldhavefounditmostdifficulttoceasetospeaktooneanother.