Атлант расправил плечи
Wyatt’s torch
Hedidnotpronouncethewords,butthepainwastheirequivalent,theuglypainsaying:WhoamItocastthefirststone?
Helethisbodyfallacrossthedesk...Dagny,hethought,Dagny,ifthisisthepriceIhavetopay,I’llpayit...Hewasstillthetraderwhoknewnocodeexceptthatoffullpaymentforhisdesires.
Itwaslatewhenhecamehomeandhurriedsoundlesslyupthestairstohisbedroom.Hehatedhimselfforbeingreducedtosneaking,buthehaddoneitonmostofhiseveningsformonths.Thesightofhisfamilyhadbecomeunbearabletohim;hecouldnottellwhy.Don’thatethemforyourownguilt,hehadtoldhimself,butknewdimlythatthiswasnottherootofhishatred.
Heclosedthedoorofhisbedroomlikeafugitivewinningamoment’sreprieve.Hemovedcautiously,undressingforbed:hewantednosoundtobetrayhispresencetohisfamily,hewantednocontactwiththem,notevenintheirownminds.
Hehadputonhispajamasandstoppedtolightacigarette,whenthedoorofhisbedroomopened.Theonlypersonwhocouldproperlyenterhisroomwithoutknockinghadnevervolunteeredtoenterit,sohestaredblanklyforamomentbeforehewasabletobelievethatitwasLillianwhocamein.
SheworeanEmpiregarmentofpalechartreuse,itspleatedskirtstreaminggracefullyfromitshighwaistline;onecouldnottellatfirstglancewhetheritwasaneveninggownoranegligee;itwasanegligee.