Американские боги
Hislifewaslaidoutbelowhim,onthemotelsheetshroud,literallylaidout,liketheitemsatsomeDadapicnic,asurrealisttableau:hecouldseehismother’spuzzledstare,theAmericanembassyinNorway,Laura’seyesontheirweddingday…
Hechuckledthroughdrylips.
"What’ssofunny,puppy?"askedLaura.
"Ourweddingday,"hesaid."Youbribedtheorganisttochangefromplayingthe‘WeddingMarch’tothetheme-songfromScooby-Dooasyouwalkedtowardmedowntheaisle.Doyouremember?"
"OfcourseIremember,darling.Iwouldhavemadeittoo,ifitwasn’tforthosemeddlingkids."
"Ilovedyousomuch,"saidShadow.
Hecouldfeelherlipsonhis,andtheywerewarmandwetandliving,notcoldanddead,soheknewthatthiswasanotherhallucination."Youaren’there,areyou?"heasked.
"No,"shesaid."Butyouarecallingme,forthelasttime.AndIamcoming."
Breathingwashardernow.Theropescuttinghisfleshwereanabstractconcept,likefreewilloreternity.
"Sleep,puppy,"shesaid,althoughhethoughtitmighthavebeenhisownvoiceheheard,andheslept.
Thesunwasapewtercoininaleadensky.Shadowwas,herealizedslowly,awake,andhewascold.Butthepartofhimthatunderstoodthatseemedveryfarawayfromtherestofhim.