Chapter 2
Hewaslyingonsomethingthatfeltlikeacampbed,exceptthatitwashigheroffthegroundandthathewasfixeddowninsomewaysothathecouldnotmove. Lightthatseemedstrongerthanusualwasfallingonhisface. O’Brienwasstandingathisside,lookingdownathimintently. Attheothersideofhimstoodamaninawhitecoat,holdingahypodermicsyringe.
Evenafterhiseyeswereopenhetookinhissurroundingsonlygradually. Hehadtheimpressionofswimmingupintothisroomfromsomequitedifferentworld,asortofunderwaterworldfarbeneathit. Howlonghehadbeendowntherehedidnotknow. Sincethemomentwhentheyarrestedhimhehadnotseendarknessordaylight. Besides,hismemorieswerenotcontinuous. Therehadbeentimeswhenconsciousness,eventhesortofconsciousnessthatonehasinsleep,hadstoppeddeadandstartedagainafterablankinterval. Butwhethertheintervalswereofdaysorweeksoronlyseconds,therewasnowayofknowing.
Withthatfirstblowontheelbowthenightmarehadstarted. Laterhewastorealizethatallthatthenhappenedwasmerelyapreliminary,aroutineinterrogationtowhichnearlyallprisonersweresubjected. Therewasalongrangeofcrimes—espionage,sabotage,andthelike—towhicheveryonehadtoconfessasamatterofcourse. Theconfessionwasaformality,thoughthetorturewasreal. Howmanytimeshehadbeenbeaten,howlongthebeatingshadcontinued,hecouldnotremember. Alwaystherewerefiveorsixmeninblackuniformsathimsimultaneously. Sometimesitwasfists,sometimesitwastruncheons,sometimesitwassteelrods,sometimesitwasboots.