1984
Chapter 2
‘Listen.Themoremenyou’vehad,themoreIloveyou. Doyouunderstandthat?’
‘Yes,perfectly.’
‘Ihatepurity,Ihategoodness! Idon’twantanyvirtuetoexistanywhere. Iwanteveryonetobecorrupttothebones.’
‘Wellthen,Ioughttosuityou,dear. I’mcorrupttothebones.’
‘Youlikedoingthis? Idon’tmeansimplyme:Imeanthethinginitself?’
‘Iadoreit.’
Thatwasaboveallwhathewantedtohear. Notmerelytheloveofonepersonbuttheanimalinstinct,thesimpleundifferentiateddesire:thatwastheforcethatwouldtearthePartytopieces. Hepressedherdownuponthegrass,amongthefallenbluebells. Thistimetherewasnodifficulty. Presentlytherisingandfallingoftheirbreastsslowedtonormalspeed,andinasortofpleasanthelplessnesstheyfellapart. Thesunseemedtohavegrownhotter. Theywerebothsleepy. Hereachedoutforthediscardedoverallsandpulledthempartlyoverher. Almostimmediatelytheyfellasleepandsleptforabouthalfanhour.
Winstonwokefirst. Hesatupandwatchedthefreckledface,stillpeacefullyasleep,pillowedonthepalmofherhand. Exceptforhermouth,youcouldnotcallherbeautiful. Therewasalineortworoundtheeyes,ifyoulookedclosely. Theshortdarkhairwasextraordinarilythickandsoft. Itoccurredtohimthathestilldidnotknowhersurnameorwhereshelived.
