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Chapter 5
"Idon’tunderstandhim,"Marysaid."He’salwayshatedfortune-telling,madejokesaboutit.Ijustdon’tunderstand."
Mynerveendswererustlinglikedry,windblownwintergrassandmylacedfingershadwhitenedfrompressure.
"I’lltrytoexplainittoMrs.Young—toMargie,"Isaid."MarycomesfromanoblebutpoorIrishfamily."
"Weweren’tallthatpoor."
"Can’tyouhearitinherspeech?"
"Well,nowthatyoumentionit—"
"Well,Mary’ssainted,orshouldbe,grandmotherwasagoodChristian,wasn’tshe,Mary?"
Itseemedtomealittlehostilitywasgrowinginmydear.Iwenton."Butshehadnotroublebelievinginfairypeople,althoughinstrict,unbendingChristiantheologythetwodon’tmix."
"Butthat’sdifferent."
"Ofcourseitis,darling.Nearlyeverything’sdifferent.Canyoudisbelieveinsomethingyoudon’tknowabout?"
"Lookoutforhim,"Marysaid."He’llcatchyouinawordtrap."
"Iwillnot.Idon’tknowaboutfortunesorfortune-telling.HowcanInotbelieveinit?Ibelieveitexistsbecauseithappens."
"Butyoudon’tbelieveit’strue."
"What’strueisthatpeoplegetitdone,millionsofthem,andpayforit.That’senoughtoknowtobeinterested,isn’tit?"
"Butyoudon’t—"
"Wait!Itisn’tthatIdon’tbelievebutthatIdon’tknow.They’renotthesamething.Idon’tknowwhichcomesfirst—thefortuneorthefortune-telling."
"IthinkIknowwhathemeans."
"Youdo?"Marywasnotpleased.
