Бойцовский клуб

           Thisismyvacation. 

           Iwenttomyfirstsupportgrouptwoyearsago,afterI’dgonetomydoctoraboutmyinsomnia,again. 

           ThreeweeksandIhadn’tslept.Threeweekswithoutsleep,andeverythingbecomesanout-of-bodyexperience.Mydoctorsaid,"Insomniaisjustthesymptomofsomethinglarger.Findoutwhat’sactuallywrong.Listentoyourbody." 

           Ijustwantedtosleep.IwantedlittleblueAmytalSodiumcapsules,200milligram-sized.Iwantedred-and-blueTuinalbulletcapsules,lipstick-redSeconals. 

           Mydoctortoldmetochewvalerianrootandgetmoreexercise.EventuallyI’dfallasleep. 

           Thebruised,oldfruitwaymyfacehadcollapsed,youwould’vethoughtIwasdead. 

           Mydoctorsaid,ifIwantedtoseerealpain,IshouldswingbyFirstEucharistonaTuesdaynight.Seethebrainparasites.Seethedegenerativebonediseases.Theorganicbraindysfunctions.Seethecancerpatientsgettingby. 

           SoIwent. 

           ThefirstgroupIwentto,therewereintroductions:thisisAlice,thisisBrenda,thisisDover.Everyonesmileswiththatinvisibleguntotheirhead. 

           Inevergivemyrealnameatsupportgroups.