О дивный новый мир
Chapter 12
Butinexorably,everythirtyseconds,theminutehandoftheelectricclockabovehisbedjumpedforwardwithanalmostimperceptibleclick.Click,click,click,click...Anditwasmorning.Bernardwasbackamongthemiseriesofspaceandtime.ItwasinthelowestspiritsthathetaxiedacrosstohisworkattheConditioningCentre.Theintoxicationofsuccesshadevaporated;hewassoberlyhisoldself;andbycontrastwiththetemporaryballoonoftheselastweeks,theoldselfseemedunprecedentedlyheavierthanthesurroundingatmosphere.
TothisdeflatedBernardtheSavageshowedhimselfunexpectedlysympathetic.
"You’remorelikewhatyouwereatMalpais,"hesaid,whenBernardhadtoldhimhisplaintivestory."Doyourememberwhenwefirsttalkedtogether?Outsidethelittlehouse.You’relikewhatyouwerethen."
"BecauseI’munhappyagain;that’swhy."
"Well,I’dratherbeunhappythanhavethesortoffalse,lyinghappinessyouwerehavinghere."
"Ilikethat,"saidBernardbitterly."Whenit’syouwhowerethecauseofitall.Refusingtocometomypartyandsoturningthemallagainstme!"Heknewthatwhathewassayingwasabsurdinitsinjustice;headmittedinwardly,andatlastevenaloud,thetruthofallthattheSavagenowsaidabouttheworthlessnessoffriendswhocouldbeturneduponsoslightaprovocationintopersecutingenemies.