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Chapter 19
ThetroublewithJustineisthatsheisn’tcapableofmakingadecisionlikethis,sowedon’thaveanychoice.Wemustmakeitforher."
"I’mnotsureIlikeplayingGod.IthinkIknowwhatshereallywantstodo,butevenifIcouldtaxherwithitfacetoface,she’dprevaricate."
"TheClearypride,"saidFee,smilingfaintly."Itdoescropupinthemostunexpectedpeople."
"Goon,it’snotallClearypride!I’vealwaysfanciedtherewasalittledashofArmstronginitaswell."
ButFeeshookherhead."No.WhyeverIdidwhatIdid,pridehardlyenteredintoit.That’sthepurposeofoldage,Meggie.Togiveusabreathingspacebeforewedie,inwhichtoseewhywedidwhatwedid."
"Providedsenilitydoesn’trenderusincapablefirst,"saidMeggiedryly."Notthatthere’sanydangerofthatinyou.Norinme,Isuppose."
"Maybesenility’samercyshowntothosewhocouldn’tfaceretrospection.Anyway,you’renotoldenoughyettosayyou’veavoidedsenility.Giveitanothertwentyyears."
"Anothertwentyyears!"Meggieechoed,dismayed."Oh,itsoundssolong!"
"Well,youcouldhavemadethosetwentyyearslesslonely,couldn’tyou?"Feeasked,knittingindustriously.
"Yes,Icould.Butitwouldn’thavebeenworthit,Mum.Wouldit?"ShetappedJustine’sletterwiththeknobofoneancientknittingneedle,theslightesttraceofdoubtinhertone."I’veditheredlongenough.
