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Chapter 5
"Ohthebitch,thebitch,thebitch,"hewhispersthroughhisteeth.
McMurphylightsanothercigaretteandoffersittohim;Hardingtakesitwithoutaword.McMurphyisstillwatchingHarding’sfaceinfrontofhimthere,withakindofpuzzledwonder,lookingatitlikeit’sthefirsthumanfaceheeverlaideyeson.HewatcheswhileHarding’stwitchingandjerkingslowsdownandthefacecomesupfromthehands.
"Youareright,"Hardingsays,"aboutallofit."Helooksupattheotherpatientswhoarewatchinghim."Noone’severdaredcomeoutandsayitbefore,butthere’snotamanamongusthatdoesn’tthinkit,thatdoesn’tfeeljustasyoudoaboutherandthewholebusiness—feelitsomewheredowndeepinhisscaredlittlesoul."
McMurphyfrownsandasks,"Whataboutthatlittlefartofadoctor?Hemightbealittleslowinthehead,butnotsomuchasnottobeabletoseehowshe’stakenoverandwhatshe’sdoing."
Hardingtakesalongpulloffthecigaretteandletsthesmokedriftoutwithhistalk."DoctorSpivey...isexactlyliketherestofus,McMurphy,completelyconsciousofhisinadequacy.He’safrightened,desperate,ineffectuallittlerabbit,totallyincapableofrunningthiswardwithoutourMissRatched’shelp,andheknowsit.And,worse,sheknowsheknowsitandremindshimeverychanceshegets.Everytimeshefindshe’smadealittleslipinthebookworkorin,say,thechartingyoucanjustimagineherintheregrindinghisnoseinit."
"That’sright,"Cheswicksays,comingupbesideMcMurphy,"grindsournosesinourmistakes."
"Whydon’thefireher?"
