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Chapter 5
"Notoureyes?"hesays."Pray,then,whereisMissRatchedpecking,myfriend?"
McMurphygrinned."Why,don’tyouknow,buddy?"
"No,ofcourseIdon’tknow!Imean,ifyouinsi—"
"Atyourballs,buddy,atyoureverlovin’balls."
Thespidersreachthejoiningatthetrunkandsettlethere,twitching.Hardingtriestogrin,buthisfaceandlipsaresowhitethegrinislost.HestaresatMcMurphy.McMurphytakesthecigaretteoutofhismouthandrepeatswhathesaid.
"Rightatyourballs.No,thatnurseain’tsomekindamonsterchicken,buddy,whatsheisisaball-cutter.I’veseenathousandof‘em,oldandyoung,menandwomen.Seen‘emalloverthecountryandinthehomes—peoplewhotrytomakeyouweaksotheycangetyoutotoetheline,tofollowtheirrules,toliveliketheywantyouto.Andthebestwaytodothis,togetyoutoknuckleunder,istoweakenyoubygettin’youwhereithurtstheworst.Youeverbeenkneedinthenutsinabrawl,buddy?Stopsyoucold,don’tit?There’snothingworse.Itmakesyousick,itsapseverybitofstrengthyougot.Ifyou’reupagainstaguywhowantstowinbymakingyouweakerinsteadofmakinghimselfstronger,thenwatchforhisknee,he’sgonnagoforyourvitals.Andthat’swhatthatoldbuzzardisdoing,goingforyourvitals."
Harding’sfaceisstillcolorless,buthe’sgotcontrolofhishandsagain;theyfliplooselybeforehim,tryingtotossoffwhatMcMurphyhasbeensaying:
"OurdearMissRatched?Oursweet,smiling,tenderangelofmercy,MotherRatched,aball-cutter?Why,friend,that’smostunlikely."
