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Chapter 25
Today’stheday!Outathesackandintothesea!"
TheAcutesgrumbledandgripedathimandhistowel,andtheChronicswokeuptolookaroundwithbeadsbluefromlackofbloodcutoffbysheetstiedtootightacrossthechest,lookingaroundthedormtilltheyfinallycenteredonmewithweakandwatered-downoldlooks,faceswistfulandcurious.Theylaytherewatchingmepullonwarmclothesforthetrip,makingmefeeluneasyandalittleguilty.TheycouldsenseIhadbeensingledoutastheonlyChronicmakingthetrip.Theywatchedme—oldguysweldedinwheelchairsforyears,withcathetersdowntheirlegslikevinesrootingthemfortherestoftheirlivesrightwheretheyare,theywatchedmeandknewinstinctivelythatIwasgoing.Andtheycouldstillbealittlejealousitwasn’tthem.Theycouldknowbecauseenoughofthemaninthemhadbeendampedoutthattheoldanimalinstinctshadtakenover(oldChronicswakeupsuddensomenights,beforeanybodyelseknowsaguy’sdiedinthedorm,andthrowbacktheirheadsandhowl),andtheycouldbejealousbecausetherewasenoughmanlefttostillremember.
McMurphywentouttolookatthelistandcamebackandtriedtotalkonemoreAcuteintosigning,goingdownthelinekickingatthebedsstillhadguysinthemwithsheetspulledovertheirheads,tellingthemwhatagreatthingitwastobeoutthereintheteethofthegalewithahe-manseacrackin’aroundandagoddamyo-heave-hoandabottleofrum.
