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Chapter 19
ThenursegivesFredrickson’sarmalittleshakelikehe’dgonetosleep,andrepeats,"Evenifyoutakeintoconsiderationtheharmfuleffectsofthemedicine,don’tyouthinkit’sbetterthanthat?"
Ashestaresdownatthefloor,Fredrickson’sblondeyebrowsareraisedlikehe’sseeingforthefirsttimejusthowhelooksatleastonceamonth.Thenursesmilesandpatshisarmandheadsforthedoor,glaresattheAcutestoshamethemforgatheringaroundwatchingsuchathing;whenshe’sgone,Fredricksonshiversandtriestosmile.
"Idon’tknowwhatIgotmadattheoldgirlabout—Imean,shedidn’tdoanythingtogivemeareasontoblowuplikethat,didshe?"
Itisn’tlikehewantsananswer;it’smoresortofrealizingthathecan’tputhisfingeronareason.Heshiversagainandstartstoslipbackawayfromthegroup.McMurphycomesupandaskshiminalowvoicewhatisittheytake?
"Dilantin,McMurphy,ananti-convulsant,ifyoumustknow."
"Don’titworkorsomething?"
"Yeah,Iguessitworksallright—ifyoutakeit."
"Thenwhat’sthesweatabouttakingitornot?"
"Look,ifyoumustknow!Here’sthedirtysweatabouttakingit."Fredricksonreachesupandgrabshislowerlipbetweenhisthumbandfinger,pullsitdowntoshowgumsraggedandpinkandbloodlessaroundlongshinyteeth."Yourgungs,"hesays,hangingontothelip."Dilantingnakesyourgungsrot.Andaseizuregnakesyougrityourteeth.Andyou—"
There’sanoiseonthefloor
