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Chapter 11
"Comenow,McMurphy,quitactinglikeafool;there’snomancanliftthatthing."
"Standback,sissies,you’reusingmyoxygen."
McMurphyshiftshisfeetafewtimestogetagoodstance,andwipeshishandsonhisthighsagain,thenleansdownandgetsholdoftheleversoneachsideofthepanel.Whenhegoestostraining,theguysgotohootingandkiddinghim.Heturnslooseandstraightensupandshiftshisfeetaroundagain.
"Givingup?"Fredricksongrins.
"Justlimberingup.Heregoestherealeffort"—andgrabsthoseleversagain.
Andsuddenlynobody’shootingathimanymore.Hisarmscommencetoswell,andtheveinssqueezeuptothesurface.Heclincheshiseyes,andhislipsdrawawayfromhisteeth.Hisheadleansback,andtendonsstandoutlikecoiledropesrunningfromhisheavingneckdownbotharmstohishands.Hiswholebodyshakeswiththestrainashetriestoliftsomethingheknowshecan’tlift,somethingeverybodyknowshecan’tlift.
But,forjustasecond,whenwehearthecementgrindatourfeet,wethink,bygolly,hemightdoit.
Thenhisbreathexplodesoutofhim,andhefallsbacklimpagainstthewall.There’sbloodontheleverswherehetorehishands.Hepantsforaminuteagainstthewallwithhiseyesshut.There’snosoundbuthisscrapingbreath;nobody’ssayingathing.
Heopenshiseyesandlooksaroundatus.Onebyonehelooksattheguys—evenatme—thenhefishesinhispocketsforalltheIOUshewonthelastfewdaysatpoker
