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Chapter 22
"What?"IsaidtooldPhoebe.Shesaidsomethingtome,butIdidn’thearher.
"Youcan’teventhinkofonething."
"Yes,Ican.Yes,Ican."
"Well,doit,then."
"IlikeAllie,"Isaid."AndIlikedoingwhatI’mdoingrightnow.Sittingherewithyou,andtalking,andthinkingaboutstuff,and—"
"Allie’sdead—Youalwayssaythat!Ifsomebody’sdeadandeverything,andinHeaven,thenitisn’treally—"
"Iknowhe’sdead!Don’tyouthinkIknowthat?Icanstilllikehim,though,can’tI?Justbecausesomebody’sdead,youdon’tjuststoplikingthem,forGod’ssake—especiallyiftheywereaboutathousandtimesnicerthanthepeopleyouknowthat’realiveandall."
OldPhoebedidn’tsayanything.Whenshecan’tthinkofanythingtosay,shedoesn’tsayagoddamword.
"Anyway,Ilikeitnow,"Isaid."Imeanrightnow.Sittingherewithyouandjustchewingthefatandhorsing—"
"Thatisn’tanythingreally!"
"Itissosomethingreally!Certainlyitis!Whythehellisn’tit?Peopleneverthinkanythingisanythingreally.I’mgettinggoddamsickofit,"
"Stopswearing.Allright,namesomethingelse.Namesomethingyou’dliketobe.Likeascientist.Oralawyerorsomething."
