Поворот винта

           Thereappearstome,moreover,asIlookback,nonoteinallthismoreextraordinarythanthemerefactthat,inspiteofmytensionandoftheirtriumph,Ineverlostpatiencewiththem.Adorabletheymustintruthhavebeen,Inowreflect,thatIdidn’tinthesedayshatethem!Wouldexasperation,however,ifreliefhadlongerbeenpostponed,finallyhavebetrayedme?Itlittlematters,forreliefarrived.Icallitrelief,thoughitwasonlythereliefthatasnapbringstoastrainortheburstofathunderstormtoadayofsuffocation.Itwasatleastchange,anditcamewitharush.