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Chapter 13
HebelievedSidoni’swarningastoRamirez’sdesignsuponhisyoungerdaughter.Andhedidnottrusther.Shewasflighty.Hesaidnothingofhiscaresto“SonGian’Battista.”Itwasatouchofsenilevanity.Hewantedtoshowthathewasequalyettothetaskofguardingalonethehonourofhishouse.
Nostromowentawayearly.Assoonashehaddisappeared,walkingtowardsthebeach,Lindasteppedoverthethresholdand,withahaggardsmile,satdownbythesideofherfather.
EversincethatSunday,whentheinfatuatedanddesperateRamirezhadwaitedforheronthewharf,shehadnodoubtswhatever.Thejealousravingsofthatmanwerenorevelation.Theyhadonlyfixedwithprecision,aswithanaildrivenintoherheart,thatsenseofunrealityanddeceptionwhich,insteadofblissandsecurity,shehadfoundinherintercoursewithherpromisedhusband.Shehadpassedon,pouringindignationandscornuponRamirez;but,thatSunday,shenearlydiedofwretchednessandshame,lyingonthecarvedandletteredstoneofTeresa’sgrave,subscribedforbytheengine-driversandthefittersoftherailwayworkshops,insignoftheirrespectfortheheroofItalianUnity.OldViolahadnotbeenabletocarryouthisdesireofburyinghiswifeinthesea;andLindaweptuponthestone.
Thegratuitousoutrageappalledher.Ifhewishedtobreakherheart—wellandgood.EverythingwaspermittedtoGian’Battista.