Голод
Part II
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"Yes,"Isaid,unthinkingly,andIsprangtomyfeetandransackedallmypockets.ButthechildthinksIonlywanttomakefunofher,andshegoesawayatoncewithoutsayingaword.
Thisdumbforbearancewastoomuchforme.Ifshehadabusedme,itwouldhavebeenmoreendurable.Iwasstungwithpain,andrecalledher.
"Idon’tpossessafarthing;butIwillrememberyoulateron,maybetomorrow.Whatisyourname?Yes,thatisaprettyname;Iwon’tforgetit.Tilltomorrow,then...."
ButIunderstoodquitewellthatshedidnotbelieveme,althoughsheneversaidoneword;andIcriedwithdespairbecausethislittlestreetwenchwouldnotbelieveinme.
OnceagainIcalledherback,toreopenmycoat,andwasabouttogivehermywaistcoat."Iwillmakeuptoyouforit,"saidI;"waitonlyamoment"...andlo!Ihadnowaistcoat.
Whatintheworldmademelookforit?Weekshadgonebysinceitwasinmypossession.Whatwasthematterwithme,anyway?Theastonishedchildwaitednolonger,butwithdrewfearsomely,andIwascompelledtolethergo.Peoplethrongroundme,laughaloud;apolicemanthrustshiswaythroughtome,andwantstoknowwhatistherow.
"Nothing!"Ireply,"nothingatall;Ionlywantedtogivethelittlegirlovertheremywaistcoat...forherfather...youneedn’tstandthereandlaughatthat...Ihaveonlytogohomeandputonanother.