Part II
AfewweekslaterIwasoutoneevening.OncemoreIhadsatoutinachurchyardandworkedatanarticleforoneofthenewspapers.ButwhilstIwasstrugglingwithiteighto’clockstruck,anddarknessclosedin,andtimeforshuttingthegates.
Iwashungry—veryhungry.Thetenshillingshad,worseluck,lastedalltooshort.Itwasnowtwo,ay,nearlythreedayssinceIhadeatenanything,andIfeltsomewhatfaint;holdingthepencilevenhadtaxedmealittle.Ihadhalfapenknifeandabunchofkeysinmypocket,butnotafarthing.
WhenthechurchyardgateshutImeanttohavegonestraighthome,but,fromaninstinctivedreadofmyroom—avacanttinker’sworkshop,whereallwasdarkandbarren,andwhich,infact,Ihadgotpermissiontooccupyforthepresent—Istumbledon,passed,notcaringwhereIwent,theTownHall,righttothesea,andovertoaseatneartherailwaybridge.
Atthismomentnotasadthoughttroubledme.Iforgotmydistress,andfeltcalmedbytheviewofthesea,whichlaypeacefulandlovelyinthemurkiness.Foroldhabit’ssakeIwouldpleasemyselfbyreadingthroughthebitIhadjustwritten,andwhichseemedtomysufferingheadthebestthingIhadeverdone.
Itookmymanuscriptoutofmypockettotryanddecipherit,helditcloseuptomyeyes,andranthroughit,onelineaftertheother.AtlastIgottired,andputthepapersbackinmypocket.Everythingwasstill.