Голод
Part IV
HowwoulditfarewithmeifIwere,intothebargain,tosullymyhonour?Itissimplymysenseofhonourthatkeepsmeafloatnow.Butitisstrongenoughtoo;atleast,ithaskeptmeuptodate."
Ithrewbackmyhead,turnedawayfrom"Missy,"andlookeddownthestreet.Myeyesrestedonareddressthatcametowardsus;onawomanataman’sside.IfIhadnothadthisconversationwith"Missy,"Iwouldnothavebeenhurtbyhiscoarsesuspicion,andIwouldnothavegiventhistossofmyhead,asIturnedawayinoffence;andsoperhapsthisreddresswouldhavepassedmewithoutmyhavingnoticedit.Andatbottomwhatdiditconcernme?WhatwasittomeifitwerethedressoftheHon.MissNagel,thelady-in-waiting?"Missy"stoodandtalked,andtriedtomakegoodhismistakeagain.Ididnotlistentohimatall;Istoodthewholetimeandstaredatthereddressthatwascomingnearerupthestreet,andastirthrilledthroughmybreast,aglidingdelicatedart.Iwhisperedinthoughtwithoutmovingmylips:
"Ylajali!"
Now"Missy"turnedroundalsoandnoticedthetwo—theladyandthemanwithher,—raisedhishattothem,andfollowedthemwithhiseyes.Ididnotraisemyhat,orperhapsIdidunconsciously.ThereddressglidedupCarlJohann,anddisappeared.
"Whowasitwaswithher?"asked"Missy."
"TheDuke,didn’tyousee?Theso-called’Duke.’Didyouknowthelady?"
"Yes,inasortofway.