Голод
Part II
Lord!howdeliciousitwastorest!Idriedthesweatoffmyface,anddrewgreatrefreshingbreaths.HowhadInotrun!ButIwasnotsorry;Ihadrichlydeservedit.WhydidIwanttoaskforthatshilling?NowIcouldseetheconsequences,andIbegantotalkmildlytomyself,dealingoutadmonitionsasamothermighthavedone.Igrewmoreandmoremoved,andtiredandweakasIwas,Ifella-crying.Aquiet,heart-feltcry;aninnersobbingwithoutatear.
Isatforthespaceofaquarterofanhour,ormore,inthesameplace.Peoplecameandwent,andnoonemolestedme.Littlechildrenplayedaboutaroundme,andalittlebirdsangonatreeontheothersideofthestreet.
Apolicemancametowardsme."Whydoyousithere?"saidhe.
"WhydoIsithere?"Ireplied;"forpleasure."
"Ihavebeenwatchingyouforthelasthalf-hour.You’vesatherenowhalf-an-hour."
"Aboutthat,"Ireplied;"anythingmore?"
Igotupinatemperandwalkedon.Arrivedatthemarket-place,Istoppedandgazeddownthestreet.Forpleasure.Now,wasthatananswertogive?Forweariness,youshouldhavereplied,andmadeyourvoicewhining.Youareabooby;youwillneverlearntodissemble.Fromexhaustion,andyoushouldhavegaspedlikeahorse.
WhenIgottothefirelook-out,Ihaltedafresh,seizedbyanewidea.