Человек в высоком замке
Chapter 15
Indicatingwithhisdrinkglass,Abendsensaid,"What’sthatpinonyourdressdo?Wardoffdangerousanima-spiritsoftheimmutableworld?Ordoesitjustholdeverythingtogether?"
"Whydoyouchangethesubject?"Julianasaid."EvadingwhatIaskedyou,andmakingapointlessremarklikethat?It’schildish."
HawthorneAbendsensaid,"Everyonehas—technicalsecrets.Youhaveyours;Ihavemine.Youshouldreadmybookandacceptitonfacevalue,justasIacceptwhatIsee—"Againhepointedatherwithhisglass."Withoutinquiringifit’sgenuineunderneath,there,ordonewithwiresandstavesandfoam-rubberpadding.Isn’tthatpartoftrustinginthenatureofpeopleandwhatyouseeingeneral?"Heseemed,shethought,irritableandflusterednow,nolongerpolite,nolongerahost.AndCaroline,shenoticedoutofthecornerofhereye,hadanexpressionoftenseexasperation;herlipswerepressedtogetherandshehadstoppedsmilingentirely.
"Inyourbook,"Julianasaid,"youshowedthatthere’sawayout.Isn’tthatwhatyoumeant?"
"Out,"heechoedironically.
Julianasaid,"You’vedonealotforme;nowIcanseethere’snothingtobeafraidof,nothingtowantorhateoravoid,here,orrunfrom.Orpursue."
Hefacedher,jigglinghisglass,studyingher."There’sagreatdealinthisworldworththecandle,inmyopinion."
"Iunderstandwhat’sgoingoninyourmind,"Julianasaid.Toheritwastheoldandfamiliarexpressiononaman’sface,butitdidnotupsethertoseeithere.
