Атлант расправил плечи
White Blackmail
Yesterday,DagnyhadtoldhimthestoryofherfutileattemptandgivenhimDanagger’smessage.Thismorning,hehadheardthenewsthatDanaggerhaddisappeared.Throughhissleeplessnight,thenthroughthetautconcentrationonthedutiesoftheday,hisanswertothemessagehadkeptbeatinginhismind,theanswerhewouldneverhaveachancetoutter.
"TheonlymanIeverloved."ItcamefromKenDanagger,whohadneverexpressedanythingmorepersonalthan"Lookhere,Rearden."
Hethought:Whyhadweletitgo?Whyhadwebothbeencondemned—inthehoursawayfromourdesks—toanexileamongdrearystrangerswhohadmadeusgiveupalldesireforrest,forfriendship,forthesoundofhumanvoices?CouldInowreclaimasinglehourspentlisteningtomybrotherPhilipandgiveittoKenDanagger?Whomadeitourdutytoaccept,astheonlyrewardforourwork,thegraytortureofpretendingloveforthosewhorousedustonothingbutcontempt?
Wewhowereabletomeltrockandmetalforourpurpose,whyhadweneversoughtthatwhichwewantedfrommen?
Hetriedtochokethewordsinhismind,knowingthatitwasuselesstothinkofthemnow.Butthewordswerethereandtheywerelikewordsaddressedtothedead:No,Idon’tdamnyouforleaving—ifthatisthequestionandthepainwhichyoutookawaywithyou.Whydidn’tyougivemeachancetotellyou...what?thatIapprove?...no,butthatIcanneitherblameyounorfollowyou.