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White Blackmail
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"Iknowthatyouhavethestrengthnottoletithurtyou,butit’sastrengthIhavenorighttocallupon.YetIdo,andIhavenosolution,noatonementtooffer.IcanonlyadmitthatIknowitandthatthere’snowayIcanaskyoutoforgiveme."
"There’snothingtoforgive."
"Ihadnorighttobringherintoyourpresence."
"Itdidnothurtme.Only..."
"Yes?"
"...onlyseeingthewayyousuffered...washardtosee."
"Idon’tthinkthatsufferingmakesupforanything,butwhateverIfelt,Ididn’tsufferenough,ifthere’sonethingIloathe,it’stospeakofmyownsuffering—thatshouldbenoone’sconcernbutmine.Butifyouwanttoknow,sinceyouknowitalready—yes,itwashellforme.AndIwishitwereworse.Atleast,I’mnotlettingmyselfgetawaywithit."
Hesaiditsternly,withoutemotion,asanimpersonalverdictuponhimself.Shesmiled,inamusedsadness,shetookhishandandpressedittoherlips,andshookherheadinrejectionoftheverdict,holdingherfacehiddenagainsthishand.
"Whatdoyoumean?"heaskedsoftly.
"Nothing..."Thensheraisedherheadandsaidfirmly,"Hank,Iknewyouweremarried.IknewwhatIwasdoing.Ichosetodoit.
There’snothingthatyouoweme,nodutythatyouhavetoconsider."
Heshookhisheadslowly,inprotest.