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The Chain
Surely,hethought,thepoorfoolknowshe’satmymercy,knowshe’sopenedhimselftobehurt,soIdon’thavetodoit,andmynotdoingitismybestanswer,whichhewon’tbeabletomiss.Whatsortofmiserydoeshereallylivein,togethimselftwistedquitesobadly?
AndthenReardenthoughtsuddenlythathecouldbreakthroughPhilip’schronicwretchednessforonce,givehimashockofpleasure,theunexpectedgratificationofahopelessdesire.Hethought:WhatdoIcareaboutthenatureofhisdesire?—it’shis,justasReardenMetalwasmine—itmustmeantohimwhatthatmeanttome—let’sseehimhappyjustonce,itmightteachhimsomething—didn’tIsaythathappinessistheagentofpurification?—I’mcelebratingtonight,solethimshareinit—itwillbesomuchforhim,andsolittleforme.
"Philip,"hesaid,smiling,"callMissIvesatmyofficetomorrow.She’llhaveacheckforyoufortenthousanddollars."
Philipstaredathimblankly;itwasneithershocknorpleasure;itwasjusttheemptystareofeyesthatlookedglassy.
"Oh,"saidPhilip,thenadded,"We’llappreciateitverymuch."Therewasnoemotioninhisvoice,noteventhesimpleoneofgreed.
Reardencouldnotunderstandhisownfeeling:itwasasifsomethingleadenandemptywerecollapsingwithinhim,hefeltboththeweightandtheemptiness,together.Heknewitwasdisappointment,buthewonderedwhyitwassograyandugly.
"It’sveryniceofyou,Henry,"Philipsaiddryly."I’msurprised.Ididn’texpectitofyou."