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The Theme
Itlaybrokeninhalf,andhelookedintoitstrunkasintothemouthofablacktunnel. Thetrunkwasonlyanemptyshell;itshearthadrottedawaylongago;therewasnothinginside—justathingraydustthatwasbeingdispersedbythewhimofthefaintestwind. Thelivingpowerhadgone,andtheshapeitlefthadnotbeenabletostandwithoutit.
Yearslater,hehearditsaidthatchildrenshouldbeprotectedfromshock,fromtheirfirstknowledgeofdeath,painorfear. Butthesehadneverscarredhim;hisshockcamewhenhestoodveryquietly,lookingintotheblackholeofthetrunk. Itwasanimmensebetrayal—themoreterriblebecausehecouldnotgraspwhatitwasthathadbeenbetrayed. Itwasnothimself,heknew,norhistrust;itwassomethingelse. Hestoodthereforawhile,makingnosound,thenhewalkedbacktothehouse. Heneverspokeaboutittoanyone,thenorsince.
EddieWillersshookhishead,asthescreechofarustymechanismchangingatrafficlightstoppedhimontheedgeofacurb. Hefeltangerathimself. Therewasnoreasonthathehadtoremembertheoaktreetonight. Itmeantnothingtohimanylonger,onlyafainttingeofsadness—andsomewherewithinhim,adropofpainmovingbrieflyandvanishing,likearaindropontheglassofawindow,itscourseintheshapeofaquestionmark.
Hewantednosadnessattachedtohischildhood;heloveditsmemories:anydayofitherememberednowseemedfloodedbyastill,brilliantsunlight.