Атлант расправил плечи
The Sacred and the Profane
Sippinghisdrink,heglancedatthedoorofhisbedroomandthoughtoftheusualendingforanadventureofthiskind.Hethoughtthatitwouldbeeasy:thegirlwastooawedtoresist.Hesawthereddish-bronzesparkleofherhair—asshesat,headbent,underalight—andawedgeofsmooth,glowingskinonhershoulder.Helookedaway.Whybother?—shethought.
Thehintofdesirethathefelt,wasnomorethanasenseofphysicaldiscomfort.Thesharpestimpulseinhismind,nagginghimtoaction,wasnotthethoughtofthegirl,butofallthemenwhowouldnotpassupanopportunityofthiskind.HeadmittedtohimselfthatshewasamuchbetterpersonthanBettyPope,perhapsthebestpersoneverofferedtohim.Theadmissionlefthimindifferent.HefeltnomorethanhehadfeltforBettyPope.Hefeltnothing.Theprospectofexperiencingpleasurewasnotworththeeffort;hehadnodesiretoexperiencepleasure.
"It’sgettinglate,"hesaid."Wheredoyoulive?LetmegiveyouanotherdrinkandthenI’lltakeyouhome."
Whenhesaidgood-byetoheratthedoorofamiserableroominghouseinaslumneighborhood,shehesitated,fightingnottoaskaquestionwhichshedesperatelywishedtoaskhim,"WillI..."shebegan,andstopped.
"What?"
"No,nothing,nothing!"
Heknewthatthequestionwas:"WillIseeyouagain?"Itgavehimpleasurenottoanswer,eventhoughheknewthatshewould.
