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The Climax of the d’Anconias
Farabove,onthecrestofahill,onetreecaughtthefirstraysofsunlight.
Theystoppedandlookedateachother.Sheknew,onlywhenhedidit,thatshehadknownhewould.Heseizedher,shefeltherlipsinhismouth,feltherarmsgraspinghiminviolentanswer,andknewforthefirsttimehowmuchshehadwantedhimtodoit.
Shefeltamoment’srebellionandahintoffear.Heheldher,pressingthelengthofhisbodyagainstherswithatense,purposefulinsistence,hishandmovingoverherbreastsasifhewerelearningaproprietor’sintimacywithherbody,ashockingintimacythatneedednoconsentfromher,nopermission.Shetriedtopullherselfaway,butsheonlyleanedbackagainsthisarmslongenoughtoseehisfaceandhissmile,thesmilethattoldhershehadgivenhimpermissionlongago.Shethoughtthatshemustescape;instead,itwasshewhopulledhisheaddowntofindhismouthagain.
Sheknewthatfearwasuseless,thathewoulddowhathewished,thatthedecisionwashis,thatheleftnothingpossibletoherexceptthethingshewantedmost—tosubmit.Shehadnoconsciousrealizationofhispurpose,hervagueknowledgeofitwaswipedout,shehadnopowertobelieveitclearly,inthismoment,tobelieveitaboutherself,sheknewonlythatshewasafraid—yetwhatshefeltwasasifshewerecryingtohim:Don’taskmeforit—oh,don’taskme—doit!
Shebracedherfeetforaninstant,toresist,buthismouthwaspressedtohersandtheywentdowntothegroundtogether,neverbreakingtheirlipsapart.