Атлант расправил плечи
Anti-Life
"Jim,whatisitthatyouwanttobelovedfor?"
"Whatacheapshopkeeper’sattitude!"
Shedidnotspeak;shelookedathim,hereyesstretchedbyasilentquestion.
"Tobelovedfor!"hesaid,hisvoicegratingwithmockeryandrighteousness."Soyouthinkthatloveisamatterofmathematics,ofexchange,ofweighingandmeasuring,likeapoundofbutteronagrocerycounter?Idon’twanttobelovedforanything.Iwanttobelovedformyself—notforanythingIdoorhaveorsayorthink.Formyself—notformybodyormindorwordsorworksoractions."
"Butthen...whatisyourself?"
"Ifyoulovedme,youwouldn’taskit."Hisvoicehadashrillnoteofnervousness,asifhewereswayingdangerouslybetweencautionandsomeblindlyheedlessimpulse."Youwouldn’task.You’dknow.You’dfeelit.Whydoyoualwaystrytotagandlabeleverything?Can’tyouriseabovethosepettymaterialisticdefinitions?Don’tyoueverfeel—justfeel?"
"Yes.Jim,Ido,"shesaid,hervoicelow."ButIamtryingnotto,because...becausewhatIfeelisfear."
"Ofme?"heaskedhopefully.
"No,notexactly.Notfearofwhatyoucandotome,butofwhatyouare."
Hedroppedhiseyelidswiththeswiftnessofslammingadoor—butshecaughtaflashofhiseyesandtheflash,incredibly,wasterror.