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NowIhavetheknowledgeofthesuperlativevalueIhadmissed:ofmyrighttobeproudofmyvision.Therestisminetoreach.
"And,Dagny,theonethingIwanted,asthefirststepofmyfuture,wastosaythatIloveyou—asI’msayingitnow.Iloveyou,mydearest,withthatblindestpassionofmybodywhichcomesfromtheclearestperceptionofmymind—andmyloveforyouistheonlyattainmentofmypastthatwillbelefttome,unchanged,throughalltheyearsahead.IwantedtosayittoyouwhileIstillhadtherighttosayit.AndbecauseIhadnotsaiditatourbeginning,thisisthewayIhavetosayit—attheend.NowI’lltellyouwhatitwasthatyouwantedtotellme—because,yousee,IknowitandIaccept:somewherewithinthepastmonth,youhavemetthemanyoulove,andiflovemeansone’sfinal,irreplaceablechoice,thenheistheonlymanyou’veeverloved."
"Yes!"Hervoicewashalf-gasp,half-scream,asunderaphysicalblow,withshockasheronlyawareness."Hank!—howdidyouknowit?"
Hesmiledandpointedattheradio."Mydarling,youusednothingbutthepasttense."
"Oh...!"Hervoicewasnowhalf-gasp,half-moan,andsheclosedhereyes.
"Youneverpronouncedtheonewordyouwouldhaverightfullythrownatthem,wereitotherwise.Yousaid,‘Iwantedhim,’not,‘Ilovehim.’Youtoldmeonthephonetodaythatyoucouldhavereturnedsooner.