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The Utopia of Greed
Herlifeandhervaluescouldnotbringhertothat,shethought;shehadneverfoundbeautyinlongingfortheimpossibleandhadneverfoundthepossibletobebeyondherreach.Butshehadcometoitandshecouldfindnoanswer.
Shecouldnotgivehimuporgiveuptheworld—shethought,lookingatGalt,thatevening.Theanswerseemedhardertofindinhispresence.Shefeltthatnoproblemexisted,thatnothingcouldstandbesidethefactofseeinghimandnothingwouldeverhavethepowertomakeherleave—and,simultaneously,thatshewouldhavenorighttolookathimifsheweretorenounceherrailroad.Shefeltthatsheownedhim,thattheunnamedhadbeenunderstoodbetweenthemfromthestart—and,simultaneously,thathewasabletovanishfromherlifeand,onsomefuturestreetoftheoutsideworld,topassherbyinunweightedindifference.
ShenotedthathedidnotquestionheraboutFrancisco.Whenshespokeofhervisit,shecouldfindnoreactioninhisface,neitherofapprovalnorofresentment.Itseemedtoherthatshecaughtanimperceptibleshadinginhisgravelyattentiveexpression:helookedasifthiswereamatteraboutwhichhedidnotchoosetofeel.
Herfaintapprehensiongrewintoaquestionmark,andthequestionmarkturnedintoadrill,cuttingdeeperanddeeperintohermindthroughtheeveningsthatfollowed—whenGaltleftthehouseandsheremainedalone.Hewentouteveryothernight,afterdinner,nottellingherwherehewent,returningatmidnightorlater.