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The Moratorium on Brains
Itwasbyprotectingthesafetyofthepassengersthathehadearnedthesecurityofhischildren;hehadservedonebyservingtheother;therehadbeennoclashofinterests,nocallforvictims.Now,ifhewantedtosavethepassengers,hehadtodoitatthepriceofhischildren.
Heremembereddimlythesermonshehadheardaboutthebeautyofself-immolation,aboutthevirtueofsacrificingtoothersthatwhichwasone’sdearest.Heknewnothingaboutthephilosophyofethics;butheknewsuddenly—notinwords,butintheformofadark,angry,savagepain—thatifthiswasvirtue,thenhewantednopartofit.
Hewalkedintotheroundhouseandorderedalarge,ancientcoalburninglocomotivetobemadereadyfortheruntoWinston.
Thetrainmasterreachedforthetelephoneinthedispatcher’soffice,tosummonanenginecrew,asordered.Buthishandstopped,holdingthereceiver.Itstruckhimsuddenlythathewassummoningmentotheirdeath,andthatofthetwentyliveslistedonthesheetbeforehim,twowouldbeendedbyhischoice.Hefeltaphysicalsensationofcold,nothingmore;hefeltnoconcern,onlyapuzzled,indifferentastonishment.Ithadneverbeenhisjobtocallmenouttodie;hisjobhadbeentocallthemouttoearntheirliving.Itwasstrange,hethought;anditwasstrangethathishandhadstopped;whatmadeitstopwaslikesomethinghewouldhavefelttwentyyearsago—no,hethought,strange,onlyonemonthago,notlonger.
Hewasforty-eightyearsold.