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Miracle metal
Ibelievedthatloveissomestaticgiftwhich,oncegranted,neednolongerbedeserved—justastheybelievethatwealthisastaticpossessionwhichcanbeseizedandheldwithoutfurthereffort.Ibelievedthatloveisagratuity,notarewardtobeearned—justastheybelieveitistheirrighttodemandanunearnedwealth.
Andjustastheybelievethattheirneedisaclaimonmyenergy,soIbelievedthatherunhappinesswasaclaimonmylife.Forthesakeofpity,notjustice,Ienduredtenyearsofself-torture.Iplacedpityabovemyownconscience,andthisisthecoreofmyguilt.MycrimewascommittedwhenIsaidtoher,"Byeverystandardofmine,tomaintainourmarriagewillbeaviciousfraud.Butmystandardsarenotyours.
Idonotunderstandyours,Ineverhave,butIwillacceptthem."
Heretheyare,lyingonmydesk,thosestandardsIacceptedwithoutunderstanding,hereisthemannerofherloveforme,thatlovewhichIneverbelieved,buttriedtospare.Hereisthefinalproductoftheunearned.Ithoughtthatitwaspropertocommitinjustice,solongasIwouldbetheonlyonetosuffer.Butnothingcanjustifyinjustice.
Andthisisthepunishmentforacceptingasproperthathideousevilwhichisself-immolation.IthoughtthatIwouldbetheonlyvictim.
Instead,I’vesacrificedthenoblestwomantothevilest.