1984
Chapter 5
Thecircleofthemaskwaslargeenoughnowtoshutoutthevisionofanythingelse. Thewiredoorwasacoupleofhand-spansfromhisface. Theratsknewwhatwascomingnow. Oneofthemwasleapingupanddown,theother,anoldscalygrandfatherofthesewers,stoodup,withhispinkhandsagainstthebars,andfiercelysniffedtheair. Winstoncouldseethewhiskersandtheyellowteeth. Againtheblackpanictookholdofhim. Hewasblind,helpless,mindless.
‘ItwasacommonpunishmentinImperialChina,’saidO’Brienasdidacticallyasever.
Themaskwasclosingonhisface. Thewirebrushedhischeek. Andthen—no,itwasnotrelief,onlyhope,atinyfragmentofhope. Toolate,perhapstoolate. ButhehadsuddenlyunderstoodthatinthewholeworldtherewasjustONEpersontowhomhecouldtransferhispunishment—ONEbodythathecouldthrustbetweenhimselfandtherats. Andhewasshoutingfrantically,overandover.
‘DoittoJulia! DoittoJulia! Notme! Julia! Idon’tcarewhatyoudotoher. Tearherfaceoff,striphertothebones. Notme!Julia!Notme!’
Hewasfallingbackwards,intoenormousdepths,awayfromtherats. Hewasstillstrappedinthechair,buthehadfallenthroughthefloor,throughthewallsofthebuilding,throughtheearth,throughtheoceans,throughtheatmosphere,intoouterspace,intothegulfsbetweenthestars—alwaysaway,away,awayfromtherats. Hewaslightyearsdistant,butO’Brienwasstillstandingathisside. Therewasstillthecoldtouchofwireagainsthischeek.
